when all is lost

when all is
lost and you
are the only
thing that is
in front of me
what do you expect?
me to
run to you
me to
fall on my
knees
and to pray to you
well
no i'm not them
i'm just simply
me in all of
my disgrace
in all of my
mistakes.
when all is
done and gone
what do you want?
do you want
me to beg
at your
bony feet
do you
expect me
to bow down
to never think
just to
follow you?
well no
i will figure
this out on my own
i will think for myself
i will fight
for my right
and NO i will not
beg i will
not run
from what i have
become i will
stand my ground
and fight
and learn
make my mistakes
and have my regrets
because i'm only
human
not a god like you.